BRIDGEVIEW, Ill. ā Dax McCarty knows this weekend is going to be an odd blend of emotions, seeing all the familiar faces and walking familiar halls at Red Bull Arena, but ending up in a different locker room with his name across a different-colored shirt.
When the Chicago Fire acquired the New York Red Bulls captain in January, it came as a shock across the league. McCarty spent six seasons with the Red Bulls, making 169 regular season and 17 postseason appearances, winning two Supportersā Shields and captaining some of the club's finest years.
āGoing back itās always going to be strange because, going into the away locker room you know, I havenāt done that in probably seven, eight years,ā McCarty said on Tuesday. āGoing in there, not going in the home locker room and all that good stuff. All the people you see around the stadium that you know, the security guards and the chefs and the maintenance crew and all that stuff, itāll be cool. Itāll be cool to see everyone.
āDefinitely be a little strange but I think for me the most important part is just trying to soak in the atmosphere and just trying to win, thatās the main point here. Itās a game against a really good team, a rival of us in the East, itās a six-point game on the road.ā
In a message posted on Twitter after the trade, McCarty said he himself was āblindsidedā by the move. While McCarty said he expects it all to be slightly surreal on Saturday (7:30 pm ET | MLS LIVE), he said heās looking forward to his return, especially after leaving so abruptly.
āIām going to try to enjoy it,ā McCarty said. āObviously the 90 minutes on the field are going to important and weāre going to try to win, but Iāll to try to enjoy everything before that.
āI donāt think I got a chance to say a proper goodbye to a lot of the guys on the team and I donāt think I got a chance to say a proper goodbye and thank you to the fans for the way that they treated me when I was in New York. So Iāll soak in the environment, Iāll soak in the moment, hopefully I donāt get too many boos, but we will certainly enjoy the moment. Whether we win, lose or draw, I want to take the time after the game to let the Red Bull fans know how much they meant to me in my time there. Iāll make sure I try to go around the stadium and whatever few fans stick around after the game Iāll wave and say thank you for supporting me during my time there.ā
On Tuesday, McCarty said he was trying to make the week leading up to the match feel as normal as possible and keep his same routines.
āIām sure as it goes later into the week itāll start to be more real and obviously probably be a little more emotional,ā McCarty said. āI try to stay calm. Iāve been through it before; Iāve been traded before. Obviously Iād say the Red Bulls meant more to me than any other team Iāve been on so far, so in that sense itāll probably be a little different.
ā...I just want to make sure that the game, it doesnāt become too big about my return. I just want it to be another game. I donāt want our team to feel more pressure, or less pressure, I just want it to be another game.ā
Helping McCarty focus on just the match itself is the fact that it comes at an important time for his new club. The Fire have started the season much improved from last seasonās last-place finish. Chicago sit fifth in the East, two points behind the Red Bulls, and have a game in hand, but have yet to pick up a win on the road (0-2-1 away from Toyota Park), while the Red Bulls are unbeaten at home (3-0-1 at RBA).
āWe havenāt been very good on the road this year, so thereās nothing like going into a really good teamās home and getting your first win of the year,ā McCarty said. āThatās kind of how Iām trying to look at it and the way Iām trying to talk to the guys about it is, āHey, if weāre going to be successful this year we canāt just be good at home, weāve got to win on the road too.ā What a better environment, what a better game to get that first [road] win, try to be good and try to make sure that we leave Red Bull Arena with something.ā
Having a player like McCarty, who was so integral to the Red Bullsā signature high-pressing system in the past, might seem like an advantage, but both McCarty and Fire head coach Veljko Paunovic downplayed that factor.
āIāll be able to tell the guys a little about each guy theyāre playing against, maybe the one-on-one battles ⦠there are little things here are there Iāll try to help out with but once the whistle blows all that goes out the window and youāve just got to step out on the field and try to win the battle against your guy on the day.ā
The return also comes at an interesting personal time for McCarty, as the day after the match is his 30th birthday.
āJust really strange, really strange how the universe works in those types of ways,ā McCarty said. āI know for a fact that Iāll try to enjoy it and Iāll try to make sure that I donāt let it get too emotional. I mean try to stay even, try to keep a level head, thereāll be a lot of emotions in the game, especially playing against those guys in the locker room, theyāre some of my best friends, I still keep in touch with all of them. Itāll be funny seeing them on the other side of the field, for sure, because those are guys I went to battle with for a long time and those are guys Iāll probably be friends for life with some of them.
"So certainly seeing them on the other side itāll be weird, but itās going to be an enjoyable moment and once the 90 minutes hits and once we step on the field itās going to be a dogfight.ā